So Freak'n Funny!

This song is amazing!  I love Josh Groban's version of it. 
Dedicated to Severus Snape

Here's a vid I found that pretty much sums up how I feel about Twitter.  Sorry to any who may love Twitter and are therefor offended.

She is the Sunlight, but Trading Yesterday

Just found this vid and it is pretty dang amazing.  The creator made this video about Sev and Lily using the Sims.  It's pretty dang cool.  And the song is perfect. :)

If all the flowers faded away
And if all the storm clouds decided to stay
Then you would find me
Each hour the same
She is tomorrow
And I am today

If right is leaving
I'd rather be wrong
She is sunlight
The sun is gone

And if loving her is
Is a heartache for me
And if holding her means
I have to bleed
Then I am the martyr
Love is to blame
She is the healing
And I the pain

She lives in a daydream.
I don't belong.
She is the sunlight.
The sun is gone.

I said if right is leaving
I'd rather be wrong.
She is the sunlight,
The sun is gone.
She is the sunlight,
The sun is gone

A beautiful song by Billy Joel.  I listened to it recently and it just broke my heart how it reminded me of Snape. 



In every heart there is a room
A sanctuary safe and strong
To heal the wounds from lovers past
Until a new one comes along

I spoke to you in cautious tones
You answered me with no pretense
And still I feel I said too much
My silence is my self defense

And every time I've held a rose
It seems I only felt the thorns
And so it goes, and so it goes
And so will you soon I suppose

But if my silence made you leave
Then that would be my worst mistake
So I will share this room with you
And you can have this heart to break

And this is why my eyes are closed
It's just as well for all I've seen
And so it goes, and so it goes
And you're the only one who knows

So I would choose to be with you
That's if the choice were mine to make
But you can make decisions too
And you can have this heart to break

And so it goes, and so it goes
And you're the only one who knows

Found this today and I thought it was super sweet.  Check it out;

I found this, and I had to post it.  It displays some really great art, and it's just touching.  Check it out:

Make This Go On Forever by Snow Patrol.  The video is Mulder/Scully (I LOVE them) but this song is VERY Snape/Lily and is on my playlist.  You can just listen to the song if you want... no need to watch.


Please don't let this turn into something it's not
I can only give you everything I've got
I can't be as sorry as you think I should
But I still love you more than anyone else could

All that I keep thinking throughout this whole flight
Is it could take my whole damn life to make this right
This splintered mast I'm holding on won't save me long
Because I know fine well that what I did was wrong

The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
First kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
The weight of water, the way you told me to look past everything I had ever learned
The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love

We have got through so much worse than this before
What's so different this time that you can't ignore
You say it is much more than just my last mistake
And we should spend some time apart for both our sakes

The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
First kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
The weight of water, the way you told me to look past everything I had ever learned
The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love

The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
First kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
The weight of water, the way you told me to look past everything I had ever learned
The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love

And I don't know where to look
My words just break and melt
Please just save me from this darkness [x2]

And I don't know where to look
My words just break and melt
Please just save me from this darkness [x2]

Sorry for the long break in posting anything but once again I am sick.  I am currently on the upside of my illness even though I look like a chipmunk and every time I swallow it's like I'm swallowing a thousand needles.  So... hopefully I will feel better very soon and be back to posting more songs.  :) 

Once I found this I just HAD to post it.  I had no idea that Kate Winslet sang a song let alone that it was PERFECT for Lily/Snape.  Not only that but it's from Lily's POV which is rare.  What If by Kate Winslet.


Here I stand alone
With this weight upon my heart
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you change

Well I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know

Many roads to take
Some to joy
Some to heart-ache
Anyone can lose their way
And if I said that we could turn it back
Right back to the start
Would you take the chance and make the change

Do you think how it would have been sometimes
Do you pray that I'd never left your side

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know

If only we could turn the hands of time
If I could take you back would you still be mine

'Cos I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keep on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
What if I had never walked away
'Cos I still love you more than I can say
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
We'll never know

bleed to love her by Fleetwood Mac.  Here is a more uplifting type song about Sev's love for Lily.  ::Sigh:: Oh Sev... what you wouldn't do for her :D


Once again she steals away
Then she reaches out to kiss me
And how she takes my breath away
Pretending that she dont miss me

Oh...i would bleed to love her
Ooooh...bleed to love her
Whoa...i would bleed to love her

And once again she calls to me
Then she vanishes in thin air
And how she takes my breath away
Pretending that she dont care

Oh...i would bleed to love her
Ooooh...bleed to love her
Whoa...i would bleed to love her

Somebodys got to see this through
All the world is laughing at you
Somebodys got to sacrifice
If this whole things gonna turn out right

Oh...i would bleed to love her
Ooooh...bleed to love her
Whoa...i would bleed to love her

While looking for a video of this song on youtube I stumbled upon what you are about to see.  "Happy Ending" by Mika is a song that I think is very Snape/Lily, hence why I was looking for the song so that I could post it here.  Meanwhile I found this video and just HAD to post it.  Just so no one will be surprised: this video contains a few HP relationships including, Snape/Lily, Lupin/Sirius, and George/Fred.  The Lupin/Sirius bit is intended to be slash but I think  of it as friendship (you can take it however you want).  The George/Fred bit is purely brotherly.  The whole point of the vid is the concept of loosing someone you love. :(  There is even a nice montage of various HP relationships at the end.  VERY good song, and I just love the whole Potter world so I thought I would post it here.  Basically this video gave me chills.  Hope you enjoy!


This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' everyday

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' everyday

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

A Little bit of love, little bit of love
Little bit of love, little bit of love [repeat]

I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' everyday

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
To live the rest of our life,
But not together.

Too Late by Fisher.  The video is made by a Sev/Lily fan and is pretty good. :)


Gone are the chances I have passed by
-sewn all my seeds to the wind
Time can be nothing but pain in disguise
-I’ll never see you again

And it’s too late
to think of what I’ve left behind
-dreams that have faded from view
Too late – too late
I’ve burned all my bridges with you
and I can’t walk on water

The road that I’ve traveled is all that I know
-paved with each piece of my soul
And it’s taken me far - but left you behind
and I’m longing to see you again

But it’s too late
to think of what I’ve left behind
-dreams that have faded from view
Too late – too late
I’ve burned all my bridges with you

Did I reach for a sky that wasn’t my own?
Lost in my own world
-now I can never come home
to you

And it’s too late
to think of what I’ve left behind
-dreams that have faded from view
Too late- there’s no turning back
-nothing that I can undo
And I can’t walk on water

"The angel said to the woman, 'Do not be afraid for I know that you are looking for Jesus, who was crucified.  He is not here, he has risen, just as he said.  Come and see the place where he lay.'"  Matthew 28:5-8 (NIV)


Arise My Love by Newsong

Not a word was heard at the tomb that day.
Just shuffling of soldiers feet as they guarded the grave.
One day, two days, three days had past.
Could it be that Jesus breathed his last?

Could it be that his Father had forsaken him?
Turned his back on his son, dispising our sin.
Oh hell seemed to whisper, "Just forget it, He's dead."
Then the Father looked down to his son and he said..

Arise, My love.
Arise, My love.
The grave no longer has a hold on you
No more death sting
No more suffering
Arise...Arise...my love.

The Earth trembled and the tomb began to shake, and like lightening from Heaven
The stone was rolled away.
And this dead man the guards they all stood there in fright
As the power of love displayed its might
And suddenly a melody filled the air
Riding wings of wind, it was everywhere
The words of creation had been longing to hear.
The sweet sound of victory, so loud and clear.

Arise, my love.
Arise, my love.
The grave no longer has a hold on you.
No more death sting no more suffering
Arise...arise....

Sin, where are your shackles?
Death, where is your sting?
Hell; has been defeated. The grave will not hold, the king.

Arise, my love.
Arise, my love.
Arise....Arise....Arise

perhaps it is the sunny/beautiful weather but the next song to post is "summer skin" by Death Cab for Cutie.  Perfect to young Lily/Sev. :) (the video is kinda weird on this one so just listen to the song. ;)

Squeaky swings and tall grass
The longest shadows ever cast
The water's warm and children swim
And we frolicked about in our summer skin

I don't recall a single care
Just greenery and humid air
Then Labor day came and went
And we shed what was left of our summer skin

On the night you left I came over
And we peeled the freckles from our shoulders
Our brand new coats so flushed and pink
And I knew your heart I couldn't win
Cause the season's change was a conduit
And we'd left our love in our summer skin

Young love.  How she stole his heart.  The video is good on this one too.

Stolen by Dashboard Confessional


We watch the season
Pull up it’s own stakes
And catch the last weekend
Of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced
Another sun soaked season fades away

You have stolen my heart
You have stolen my heart

Invitation only
Grand Farewells
Crush the best one
Of the best ones
Clear liquor and cloudy eyed
Too early to say goodnight

You have stolen my heart
You have stolen my heart

And from the ball room floor
We are in celebration
One good stretch before our hibernation
Our dreams assured and we all
Will sleep well
Sleep Well

Sleep Well
Sleep Well
Sleep Well

you have stolen
you have stolen
you have stolen my heart

Watch you spin around
In your highest heels
You are the best one
Of the best ones
We
All
Look
Like
We
Feel


you have stolen my
you have stolen my
you have stolen my heart

"I'm sorry."
"I'm not interested."
"I'm sorry!"
"Save your breath."
It was nighttime,  Lily, who was wearing a dressing gown, stood with her arms folded in from of the portrait of the Fat Lady, at the entrance to Gryffindor Tower.
"I only came because Mary told me you were threatening to sleep here."
"I was.  I would have done.  I never meant to call you Mudblood, it just-"
"Slipped out?"  There was no pity in Lily's voice.  "It's too late.  I've made excuses for you for years.  None of my friends can understand why I even talk to you.  You and your precious little Death Eater friends- you see, you don't even deny it!  You don't even deny that's what you're all aiming to be!  You can't wait to join You-Know-Who, can you?"
He opened his mouth, but closed it without speaking.
"I can't pretend anymore.  You've chosen your way, I've chosen mine."
"No- listen, I didn't mean-"
"-to call me Mudblood?  But you call everyone of my birth Mudblood Severus.  Why should I be any different?"
He struggled on the verge of speech, but with a contemptuous look she turned and climbed back through the portrait hole.
Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows Pg. 675 & 676 US version.


It's not over, by Secondhand Serenade

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
I'm shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

Another amazing song.  Amazing.  One of my all time fav songs ever and it happens to fit Sev/Lily perfectly.  Iris by The Goo Goo Dolls

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

(break and solo)

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am